Wednesday, September 23, 2009
it feels like the end of prelims. it even feels like the end of A's. is this what they call a burn out?
i still haven't woken up. still lost in my perfect lil' world where i think there's still enough time. but no, it's not enough. it's not enough for someone as weak as me.
i'd choose my boyfriend over studying.
i'd choose my cousins over studying.
i'd choose Singapore Idol than studying.
i'd choose downloading songs than studying.
i'd choose many other things over studying.
i'm only human.
but the things that are required of us at this age is a lil too much to handle. it's too fast-paced. i can't catch up. it's too competitive. i can't keep up. i can't,i can't,i can't. i can't cos i'm only human.
God, please give me strength for i need it to carry on. And i pray you'll hold and keep all of my family and friends. Thank you Lord.
i still haven't woken up. still lost in my perfect lil' world where i think there's still enough time. but no, it's not enough. it's not enough for someone as weak as me.
i'd choose my boyfriend over studying.
i'd choose my cousins over studying.
i'd choose Singapore Idol than studying.
i'd choose downloading songs than studying.
i'd choose many other things over studying.
i'm only human.
but the things that are required of us at this age is a lil too much to handle. it's too fast-paced. i can't catch up. it's too competitive. i can't keep up. i can't,i can't,i can't. i can't cos i'm only human.
God, please give me strength for i need it to carry on. And i pray you'll hold and keep all of my family and friends. Thank you Lord.
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