Sunday, November 1, 2009
oh gawd,there's so many things i want now. and none includes having a decent grade for A's. i mean,yah lah,i do want great grades y'knw (it rhymes:)) but i still can't imagine myself going out to do part time jobs and then entering the university. it seems so far away, actually not far away lah.. i can't even see myself being that grown up, y'knw what i mean. which is really really weird for me. its probably cos i don't have a goal. at least,before O's, i knew i was going to MJ and could imagine myself in those blue uniform. but its just not the same..sighs.
& now..i feel like i'm so much more interested in wordly things. like what dress should i wear for prom..how should i do my hair. some ppl may thing this is a good change..like I've suddenly grown up, finally into all these girly stuff. i mean,i agree its a good change to my image..but am i chasing the right things? am i in accordance with God's will? i don't know.
man, why are things always complicated..i wish for a simple,laid-back life spent with my loved ones. maybe i should migrate. haha:)
& now..i feel like i'm so much more interested in wordly things. like what dress should i wear for prom..how should i do my hair. some ppl may thing this is a good change..like I've suddenly grown up, finally into all these girly stuff. i mean,i agree its a good change to my image..but am i chasing the right things? am i in accordance with God's will? i don't know.
man, why are things always complicated..i wish for a simple,laid-back life spent with my loved ones. maybe i should migrate. haha:)
Labels: the future. worldy things. migration
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