Let tomorrow worry about itself(:

2010-03-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

Highest Place - Desperation Band

Lord You search me
And You know me
You hear all of my thoughts
no point in hiding
Lord You've found me
so completely in need of You
i cannot run from You

If i go to the heavens or down below,
You are right there waiting
If i run to the wings of the dawn,
You are there, i will find You waiting

You're in the highest place
You're in the falling rain
You're in the mountain peaks
and valleys speak wonders of Your name

You're in the holy skies
You're in evey breath i breathe
You're in every moment life seems to pass me by
You're my Prince of Peace

You're everything
You're in everything
You're in every cry
it all ends and starts with You my King

and as the waves crash around wildly

i know i'll soar with You

for You are my God.

2010-03-07T11:43:00.000+08:00

at the crossroads once again...

2010-03-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

i don't know what to say or feel right now.
but i'm happy for you darling:D
it's time for you to DEMAND for a REWARD!! haha!
you've done many sweet things that i'm thankful for.
but i still don't know whether i can smile/laugh from my heart.
at least not yet.

dear Lord, now i place everything in Your hands. Amen.

2010-03-05T11:24:00.002+08:00

i have this peace in me that transcends over all understanding.
there are so many what ifs in this world.
but there's only ONE God, and that i'm sure.
weirdly, it's only through the recent events that make me truly rely on the Lord.
to actually mean it when we say Lord, may Your will be done in our lives is extremely tough until you probably experienced something that you can do nothing about but wait for the Lord's blessings and assurance.

Lord, now's the time when i say i can do nothing more. even my own strength is insufficient. i leave everything in Your hands cos i know You're the only one i can trust. and i wanna say i love you Lord. Thankyou for Your plans no matter where they'll bring me. i pray for an accepting heart. Amen.

2010-03-03T23:36:00.001+08:00

'Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart.

Commit your way to the Lord, trust also in Him, and He shall bring it to pass ...

Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for Him ...'

Psalm 37:4-7

2010-03-03T21:08:00.000+08:00

the time's near

2010-02-19T10:21:00.003+08:00

oh gawd,the system is really laggy. how am i supposed to finish 183 walk-ins by today:(( it's sooo depressing! whatever it is,i'm jus glad that i have plans tonight!!:) yay! i gonna catch a movie with baby after work! that's the kind of friday i have in mind man:)

hmmm.what am i going to have for lunch? no more macs with douglas man.you guys should see the 'UNIQUE' way he eats.seriously,you should marry the girl who eats the same way as you or actually appreciate your 'art' LOL:D

and yknw,i see the TGIF cafe everyday & really, TGIF!! so looking forward to the weekends. at least i get to watch my show. WE GOT MARRIED!! i know it came out way back. haha! the couples are so cute!! i love koreans alrdy:)

2010-02-14T12:44:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHAT? IM USING A MACBOOK!! AHHHH! it's super awesome luhh:) its my dream notebook man! i wanna save lotsa $$$ to get one for myself:)) AWESOME! i feel sooo excited right now.& to think there's quite a good internet connection here in malaysia. it's a first man:)

everyone's so pretty & handsome today:) LOL. (no ben,not talking about you:)) i LOVE teasing my lil' bro. he's always so thick-skinned one.so it won't hurt luhh:D HAHHA!

i miss my sweetheart:(( wonder what he's doing right now.if only i was in singapore..the text messages are FREE man! now i know how to appreciate these small little things!:) i love you sweetie! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY love!:) hmmm.we must treat ourselves to a BIG meal alright! our pay is FINALLY here:) miss you loads! i'll be going back soon:)

2010-02-11T23:38:00.002+08:00

yippee!:) i'm a happy girl today cos i got pretty pretty shoes:) they are so cute:) haha! & i've got a sweet sweet dress as well:) ohh,and nice nice paper from urbanwrite:) hmmm.what else did i miss..OHH & fake eye lashes!! OMG right?! i can't believe i bought one of those too! was so tempted to try them out.and it was so cheeaaaappp! are the cheap ones the lousy kind?=X hahaha! heck,i'll tell you guys how it went when i get back:)

sometimes,we just gotta pause to appreciate the things arnd us. & not keep ranting about this and that. stop and see for a moment what the ppl arnd have done for us. hmmm.its great to have loved ones huh:) sweeettt:D i hope all the LOVE can make me well soon. my nose is all runny and i'm coughing non-stop. i can't even speak properly man:(( I WANNA EAT COOKIES & BAKUAH PLEASEEEE!:((

LORD,THANKYOU!:))

ps. eh,qh..thanks for the PIGS & for accompanying me today!!:)
& bx (with the cool dude hair),don't scare me like that anymore lar!! LOL:)

yupp..& BABY, please please please take care of yourself ok? i won't be arnd to nag at you to drink more water & eat lozenges.but must zi dong abit k:D your health is priority yea? hee. a big THANKYOU for shopping with me although you were already so tired. yawn until got tears smemore:(( see also heartpain:(( don't miss me too much k? i'll call you every night:)) love you loads darling:D sleep tight!

2010-02-11T00:25:00.000+08:00

"A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks."

- Charles Gordy

2010-02-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

sweetheart.

2010-02-10T23:25:00.002+08:00

awww.my darling is so sweetttt!:):) he came over to visit me today after his driving. and he helped me put an ice pack & even bought honey jasmine tea for me!!:) it's been so long since someone actually cared for me in this manner & bought liang cha:) feel so xinfu now:) i think i'm much better now..i've been perspiring much after taking another dose of panadol. which is a rather good sign:) but i feel kinda lazy to go to work tmrw luhhh=X what to wear?:(

btw babes, i found this really cool blogshop called bonitochico:) i think the dresses there are really pretty! gonna try getting a few dresses frm there soon:) cos I GOT MY PAY:D yay!! but they won't come in time for cny luh,which is a super sad thing. i don't really have anything new to wear..let alone it being red or pink. which means I NEED TO SHOP ON SAT! don't knw whether it's a good/bad thing. oh wells,at least i've got smething in mind for now.so it makes my shopping a whole lot easier:) peeps, don't miss me when i'm away yea?:) i'll be back on tuesday night! feel free to text me yea?

XIN NIAN KUAI LE TO ALL!!:):)

2010-02-10T12:54:00.002+08:00

HEY BLOG!:)
long time no see eh.haha. i ain't working today! guess why? cos IM SICK. its been a long time since i actually was sick. really THANK GOD for the good health & strong immune system:) hee! hmmm.also for all those who are not feeling well..like lynn and my darling marcus, GET WELL SOON YEA!:) cannot be sick during cny k? no bakuah, goodies, pineapple tarts! haha:)

hmmm.i received a call just now frm a family friend. when i told her i was doing data entry, she was like what a waste of talent. you should be smething better! and suddenly,it struck me..maybe data entry isn't cut out for me. maybe i should be doing smething which gives me more experience. or smething that i really enjoy. like..actually i also don't knw what! haha! i don't even knw what i wanna major in uni man.how to find a part time job that will give me experience in that area leh:( gawd,i feel so lost and behind. time to do sme research man.

oh.VALENTINE'S DAY IS COMING!!:D i don't knw how i'm going to celebrate it this year cos i'll be away in malaysia. what a waste huh!haha. but baby,everyday with you is like valentine's already!!:) hee! love you loads yea:D

ps. qh,don't puke k?:D

2010-01-22T12:26:00.001+08:00

HELLO:D IM AT WORK. HAHAHA. I GUESS NO ONE'S SEEING THIS. BUT STILL, WHO CARES:D I ROCK!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

2010-01-05T22:00:00.001+08:00

YES! MAPLE LVL 81:)

2010-01-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

I CAN LEARN DRIVING!!:D:D:D

2010-01-04T00:17:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO!:D:D:D its 2010 already! time really flies! im OLD.EIGHTEEN ALREADY. can feel the weight of growing up. its time to change - inside out yea! actually, i do have many many new year resolutions (yes,i'm one of the few who does it!haha!) but i don't know whether i wanna write it down. they are just floating around in my head.and i think i can rmb them..aiyah,lazy write it down luh:) yupp,so i found a job already:) starting only next week! which means there's time to go shopping! & blading! & catching some movies!:) hopefully i'll get to work at the same site as baby:):) im actually kinda looking forward to work cos there's $$$ =X but yet,its a time of meeting new ppl again..and i'm not really a sociable person i guess. i just don't really click well with anyone sometimes. which is rather sad:(

well,just wanna share something:) my family went down to Trinity Christian Centre @ Paya Lebar for countdown to usher in the new year. we went there last year too..and frankly, i thought it was really boring and everything last year. but this year, it was FANTASTIC! for real!:) the message was titled "BLESSED TO BE A BLESSING" and i find it so so true:) i'm going to do just that this year man! i wanna be a blessing! whoo!:) feel so fired up and excited now! hahahaha!:) and i promised the choir i won't be PTG anymore! PTG=Pontang Girl!! seriously, i lacked alot of committment last year..but this year, YOU GUYS GONNA SEE ME TILL YOU GET SIAN OF ME AH!!:D

hmmm.lastly, not forgetting my PIGGY BABY:) we've been together for really quite a long while already! and i'm surprised at myself for actually loving someone for this long (the previous "loves" i had are probably not love at all) yupp,i really and truly hope we'll last forever:) yknw,sometimes things get bad but there are always ups and downs yea? as long as at the end of the day we recognise that we still love each other and all the quarrels we have are just temporal, its more than sufficient:) and i really hope you'll get to know the Lord more too! i love you always and forever darling:) i know you know that:)

2009-11-20T22:52:00.002+08:00

yay! 3 more papers left:D hahahhaha! i'm going crazy! and everyone's talking about prom! double yay!:D:D everything's just passing really quickly. i'm glad this week is over cos this was the most exhausting week ever. i think my econs GG:D haha! i don't know why i'm so happy either. guess i better laugh all i want now to save the tears for feb..i mean,tears of joy or sadness, i doesn't really matter. cos i know i did try my best and God will do the rest:D (rhymes eh) yay! the happy times are coming so SOOOONNNNNN! aww man,the 3 papers are over 2wks. hurry! haha

2009-11-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

oh gawd,there's so many things i want now. and none includes having a decent grade for A's. i mean,yah lah,i do want great grades y'knw (it rhymes:)) but i still can't imagine myself going out to do part time jobs and then entering the university. it seems so far away, actually not far away lah.. i can't even see myself being that grown up, y'knw what i mean. which is really really weird for me. its probably cos i don't have a goal. at least,before O's, i knew i was going to MJ and could imagine myself in those blue uniform. but its just not the same..sighs.

& now..i feel like i'm so much more interested in wordly things. like what dress should i wear for prom..how should i do my hair. some ppl may thing this is a good change..like I've suddenly grown up, finally into all these girly stuff. i mean,i agree its a good change to my image..but am i chasing the right things? am i in accordance with God's will? i don't know.

man, why are things always complicated..i wish for a simple,laid-back life spent with my loved ones. maybe i should migrate. haha:)

2009-10-30T00:55:00.002+08:00

yesyesyes!:D i just ordered a dress! it's my first time doing blogshopping:D haha! hope it'll turn out to be a good experience:D hmmmm.now i'm so anxious about my dress although i have no idea when it's coming. there were some complications just now..which are embarrassing to tell=X hahaha! whatever it is, i'm just glad this is all coming to an end:D 10 MORE DAYS! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! baby,hang in there with me:D

2009-10-18T01:33:00.003+08:00

haha:) guess what? i'm kinda into blogshops right now. been looking at what blogshops offer and whether there are meetups. cos it's way easier that way especially when it's in the East area:) hmmm. i should get my friends to recommend some really good ones so that i can try getting some stuff off it after A's:) so looking forward to it man:) now there's an additional thing for me to do:) yay! won't be bored when baby plays maple:D CAN'T WAIT LUH!

2009-10-11T00:06:00.002+08:00

wow,i suddenly felt this wave of bliss and it just makes me thank God for everything He has given me. it's really awesome when you just stop and think of everyone around you. especially the ones who are really close to your heart:) yes,baby..i'm talkin' about you:) you really make my day with your 3 lil' sweet words:) and our 13th monthsary is around the corner:D yay! come to think about it, we'll never be together for so long if it wasn't for you:) As time passes, people complain that they're being taken for granted. but in fact, as long as you continually think of the goodness in your life, you'll learn to appreciate them more and more:) i love you baby:)

2009-10-06T18:25:00.001+08:00

i bought a sunflower on behalf of the Chem Convertees for our teacher:) it's really pretty:) if only, one day, i had one like that:)

2009-10-05T21:18:00.001+08:00

i got a netbook:) totally new and nice:) but the memory card got stuck..but my brother is such a genius:D he managed to get it out:D PHEW!

2009-10-02T23:06:00.002+08:00

found the motivation to study again:) it's partially due to my poor poor poor results! there's a good side to it huh. here they are..

GP:S (OMFG!!!! failed GP for the FIRST TIME in my ENTIRE life. I seriously think my brain cells are ALL killed. SIGHS.)
Physics:E (yay! finally passed it:D hee.)
Chem:C (not too bad la,but i could've done better!)
Maths:D (quite happy:D duh,half of the cohort failed the paper)
Econs: hmmm.haven't gotten it back yet..but heard news that i had done not too badly for essay:D:D:D FINALLY!

aiyah,overall..it was okay lah. its improving:D and i really pray hard that the hard work will pay off! PEAK AT A's - that's what they always say. i mean, how do you ensure you peak at A's but not at any other times..i just don't get it. haha:)

OHHHH,i bought nice colourful paper from UrbanWrite last week:D:D:D i'm like SUPER happy! cos it's my first time:D and y'knw what, one paper cost more than a pen! i was like OMG. totally HIGH CLASS. haha:) and it was all worth it:D cos it was for my BABY:D

time for facebook games:) ttfn.

2009-09-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

the leadership training homework is killin' me.

2009-09-23T23:55:00.003+08:00

it feels like the end of prelims. it even feels like the end of A's. is this what they call a burn out?

i still haven't woken up. still lost in my perfect lil' world where i think there's still enough time. but no, it's not enough. it's not enough for someone as weak as me.

i'd choose my boyfriend over studying.
i'd choose my cousins over studying.
i'd choose Singapore Idol than studying.
i'd choose downloading songs than studying.
i'd choose many other things over studying.
i'm only human.

but the things that are required of us at this age is a lil too much to handle. it's too fast-paced. i can't catch up. it's too competitive. i can't keep up. i can't,i can't,i can't. i can't cos i'm only human.

God, please give me strength for i need it to carry on. And i pray you'll hold and keep all of my family and friends. Thank you Lord.

2009-09-22T12:46:00.000+08:00

patience is a virtue. keep trying girl:)

2009-09-11T00:08:00.000+08:00

OUR ANNIVERSARY IS COOMMMMMINNGGGGGGG!:D:D:D

2009-09-09T23:21:00.001+08:00

i screwed up my GP!:(:(:(:(:(

2009-09-05T13:00:00.000+08:00

I MADE A PACT,AND I WILL KEEP IT:D

MUGGER:*

2009-09-03T01:04:00.004+08:00

M is for MUGGER!
man,the day's are getting tougher. it's the study break now. & well,first time having one:) was quite excited since school was getting more boring each day. lol. been going to expo like everyday..and will be there for the next wk too. getting bored of that place..same food,same people. but there's always the person i wanna see the most:) and same COFFEE:) ever since that random choice of Hazelnut,it's like the second best,next to Caramel:) haha! i think i'm a coffee addict! is it a bad thing? hmmm.

well,everything's going to be over soon! it seems like 2mths is a long time away,but i still feel so unprepared despite the prelim papers and revision i've been doing. why,why,why:( make the days longer and the nights shorter! so i''ll study more and sleep less! say hello to eyebags:(

and i'm sooooo excited!:D i'm finally going for a real PROM:) & with someone special:):) double yay! hee. i gonna try to slim down just for it..but,with all the mugging and snacks around...darn,it'll take a long long time......

alright,ttfn! time to sleep and be refreshed for tmrw! another day,another subject:)

another chapter with a fantastic person:D love you loads,my boy:D

2009-08-26T23:18:00.000+08:00

i can't believe i'm on facebook playing games and taking quizzes when i'm supposed to do my essay!!!!!!!!!

RELIEF(:

2009-08-16T23:00:00.001+08:00

indeed,it had been an awesome time just now leading the kids. we were all so nervous and worried about the entire thing but thankfully, it turned out fine!:) ironically,we wanted to share about worries. but what were we doing man..worrying bout the whole issue! haha! really, it's a good lesson to learn about relying on God and not on one's strength. of course being the best leader you could ever be is a plus point. but at the end of the day, it is submiting the whole lesson unto God that really matters. He really will make things work out:) had lotsa fun with a bunch of lovely people:) and they really put their heart & soul in their thinking! sharing was a pleasant surprise to me! they were ssssooooooo open!:) that's something we can take back home man:) to think these young sec2 ppl are sharing so deeply and openly but us as jc2s aren't! well,leadership is like that huh. the members do teach their leaders as well:) anyway,i really wanna thank bella for her contributions!:) it's really fun and nice to partner with her:) feel so comfortable:) maybe we'll work together again,yea?:) i'm kinda all fired up and passionate about having another session with the kids! but there really would be a lot of preparation to be done if there is a second round. maybe it's a when and not an if:) haha. KUDOS TO TERI,GERALD & BELLA:D

and not forgetting MY MARCUS:D Thankyou darling for contributing and being our guinea pig:D maybe you'll join us next time:) be prepared ar! LOVE YOU LOADS:D

pure/profitable GRACIOUSNESS

2009-08-11T13:04:00.003+08:00

hahaha.i ponned school:) actually, i'm not really happy about it cos i gotta mug..but still, it beats having just 3hrs of sleep and being half awake for the rest of the day. lol. the gp essay i had to do was tough..in fact, it is rather confusing especially the reasoning part. i couldnt find much info in supporting the view that Sg's campaigns in promoting graciousness have been successful. haha:) ppl have put in much effort in this area but it hasn't been impactful enough. i think it gotta be revamped man. sighs,i don't know why i'm taking so so long to finish the essay but it's going to be done. i'm left with 2 more points and as usual, i'm stuck. gawd,this will take me another 1hr to complete man...

16Aug:X

2009-08-10T01:08:00.002+08:00

oh man,16aug is nearing. and it's really fast!!:( 2wks ago, it seemed distant. and now, it's now or never. time to put my heart & soul into something i'm quite passionate about and give it my all. there's always a time for firsts huh. it would be my first time leading worship, teaching a real cell. it's scary!:( I don't even have the materials to teach the Lord's word.gosh:( I NEED A REVELATION.

choices

2009-07-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

arghhhh! i gotta go for PTM!:(:(:( that's d saddest thing ever. JC is the time when failures become common and meeting the teachers personally becomes a normal thing. i'm still not used to it after 2years. that's why i hardly go for consultations. anyway, i'm doing some GP research now. something bout drug trade:) kinda interesting! didn't know there were 2 categories for drugs! the HARD vs SOFT:) just means one's more harmful & addictive than the other. cool huh. man,GP really broadens our myopic minds. oh, and apparently now's the time to think bout our career choices. it's just so contradicting at times. some say worry bout them later. just work really hard now to get that 4As and you get to choose any course you want and not the other way round. others say think abt your future now so you can have a goal. so which exactly should we follow? i think it totally depends on once performance now. like me..i think working hard should be priority. but i keep harping on the fact that maybe i should go into physiotherapy. but..what if it's not what God wants me to specialize in?:( i really don't know..

One thing i know for sure though.
That I promise to love my baby boy always and forever:D
something to be happy about,huh.

my gift:)

2009-07-16T20:51:00.004+08:00

weeee! i got a really nice photo album:) maybe i'll post some photos soon huh. it's something i really like:) i'm kinda into scrapbooking stuff. but not that i have any of the materials. haha. maybe i'll get some from UrbanWrite someday:) and life at school sucks! everyone's complaining about the long timetable and it's really true! lessons are till 5pm everyday! oh no, it's 5.20pm to be exact. cos there's temperature taking for 15mins-.- it's such a redundant routine. like it'll help if someone is unwell and sent home. many would have been infected alrdy la. anyways, got back my physics MYE. I FAILED!:( that's like the saddest thing la.okay, i felt i wouldn't do well. but still..37% is really BAD BAD BAD:( talk about being average in class,it ain't any comfort. and my GP isn't that bad what! tsk,made me worry for so long:( anyway,getting back chem & maths tmrw. i hope i'll do okay. or making me smile or laugh or whatever (that is related to happiness) is definitely good:)

i wanna go kbox! stupid econs tuition,always in the middle of nowhere.
darling, you're definitely going to do better than me for econs:D so gimme my ice cream treat now! love ya:)

a special present!

2009-07-12T22:22:00.004+08:00

beige. not edible. from UrbanWrite at Tampines One. not a bag, scrapbooking materials, notebook, wallet. hmmm.it's within budget, which means 10bucks ++. i can use it everywhere.

AHHH!! i got about 2 LONG days to think about it..it's making my heart grow more impatient!:(
baby,what exactly is it? please tell me:D or at least more clues?:D
give me a call anytime:D

what an analogy.

2009-07-10T19:26:00.002+08:00

really, getting back your results is not for the faint hearted.
i just got really criticised by my GP tutor.
she used the analogy of me switching to sabre jus over 3 lessons to enter a comp.
and it's jus telling me i'm not doing things right.
my language skills aren't really that good actually..
come to think about it, i don't know what she's really hinting about. cos she was saying that you won't get thrashed but yet blahblahblah.
wth. we'll find out soon..

but, GRRREAT news!:D
im in Band ONE for my maths!!:D:D
quite surprised i managed to pass it this time round.
but still, keep it up girl!

first times.

2009-07-09T23:17:00.004+08:00

it's finally over!:D
at least i can catch my breath for a short while.
really had fun when i played guitar hero for the first time jus now! :D:D
i think it's like totally totally cool.
and apparently my singing's the only one that is quite good.
need alot more practice to improve esp in drums!
imagine a girl playing drums..
HOW COOL IS THAT!!:D
*taktaktaktak*

10101010

a time for everything.

2009-07-04T01:35:00.002+08:00

i'm glad i managed to survive 1week of torture

next week will be better, but never will it be really good.

fast forward time till after A's. man, that would be what life is about.

i'm exhausted and i need a break.

hope this weekend plus youth day will be sufficient.

and then, it would be facing my disastrous results.

and perhaps PTM? oh,no:(

not more naggings and restrictions.

if only the tears won't fall again.

goodbye for now

time to PARTY!

2009-01-20T22:19:00.003+08:00

wee's birthday & valentine's day

is coming REAL soon!(:(:(:

have some ideas already,but hope they work out!

jiayou,girl!(:

2009-01-19T00:25:00.003+08:00

i'm counting on
i'm counting on God (x2)

Joy unspeakable that won't go away
Just enough strength to live for today
so i'll never have to worry what tmrw will bring
'cos my faith is on solid rock
i'm counting on God

God, when all man fails
i know you are there.

2009-01-08T19:14:00.002+08:00

hahaha.
here i am, slacking again!
whee! (:
and my darling boy aka squirrel monkey is asleep
we were supposed to do work? o.O
haha! too bad my mum didnt allow me to go out.
at least both our time won't be wasted laa. damn.

ugh.stupid school. it's starting real soon.
what is it with school?
it sucks.
i wanna be home-schooled!!

but i'm excited! (:(:
there's this personal shopper thingy at CK Tangs tmrw
& me and my mum will be gng for it! yippee!(:
hopefully the clothes will be nice
& it'll be worth my time! (:
i've tons of hw left undone.
but apparently, hws are meant to be undone! yay!

jus have fun peeps!(:

disaster

2009-01-06T22:07:00.004+08:00

piano was a disaster.

really dampened all my motivation I suddenly had for it.

gosh,mum..you don't understand.

so you shouldnt judge.

i was pressurized cos you were there.

my hands were clammy;

yet I was excited you could hear the improvements i made.

but you couldnt.

i really will try harder.

but restricting me further ain't good either.

i will give my best;

this time i will.

trust me.

JESUS-centered

2009-01-06T00:11:00.006+08:00

hey,peeps!(:
been in a really good mood recently
probably cos of the new year! yay!(:
done my new year resolutions as well!
commitments,commitments.
& it's THE A's year.gosh.
time's moving too fast laa.

sunday's ministry meeting was fruitful.
Relationship & Skills.
well, speedlight moving towards being JESUS-centered is awesome!
it helps me re-focus & rmb why i'm serving
& even gng to church(:

wee,i'm glad God opened your heart
& spoke through Da to help you wid your doubts(:
keep strong in your faith!
love you darling (x ten thousand million times) (:(:

2009-01-03T14:52:00.006+08:00

time passes real fast.

yet im wasting another day wid my procrastinations.

Lord, give me the motivation.

I need it desperately.

Right now, im jus feelin' real shitty

its as if all the joy in me as vanished.

there's no more knowing where to derive it from

probably through love, probably.

Mummy, i hope you get well soon.

I pray that God will heal you & take away the pains.

& Ben, give a thought about Mummy kay.

re-opened

2009-01-03T02:17:00.004+08:00

yes!(:
my tagboard's finally in place!
thanks bryce!(:
& also Ah Ben,
for volunteering to help me!(:

& MOST IMPORTANTLY,
my darling for giving me the idea of shifting my post box! (:
awww, what can i do without you? (:(:

2009-01-03T01:22:00.007+08:00

GRREEAAT! (:
changed my skin & everything was awesome!
man, should have done something bout my kelian blog earlier!
this skin looks pretty too!
love it!(:

well, school's starting
& I'm still unprepared
life is harsh.
God, when are you coming to end this torture?
hahaha.
gotta buck up, girl!

wee,

thankyou for the muse shirt

AND loaning me your skinnys!

I really wanna get 'em soon!(:(:

love you!